REALIZATIONS OF A BUM

I never imagine my life to be these boring, uninteresting and crippled by unsignificant ideas and emotions, that if not controlled, would turn into a world of drama and craziness! :D

After graduation, or even before that, I figured myself moving step by step through my goals... I will pass the NLE... will find a job, will apply abroad after two years... and that was until 2013.. After three years of working there, I will buy Papa a car and Mama a house.. Everything for them.. And that dream was planned in acc0rdance to how I view it and how I wanted it to happen. I never c0nsider the factors that would hinder that dream or me fr0m m0ving. I never asked myself, ''what if?''.. What if I didnt pass? What if didnt make it? Those are the questi0ns that I wasnt able to think of before, not until now, which left me questi0ning myself.. Pure regrets and envy, thats what I have in my heart now. REGRETS that if I just bec0me m0re focused, hardworking, inspired and determined before, I wouldnt be left hanging. ENVY-- of course! S0me of my classmates and friends are NURSES now, while im still a NUR! Lol

And now, its been 8 months! 8 months of just being in the house, 'gala' with friends, 'unlimited talks' received fr0m mama (c0z alm0st everyday, I woke up bey0nd 8am), in sh0rt Im a BUM! That's what I call myself.

Im trying to believe that Its not my time yet! 'una-una lang yan', as they say! Im not even starting yet, so watch out f0r me as I conquer you and the world! :D

Now, I'll think with an open mind, let go of things that arent working out and make space in my life to the things I deserve! :)

#j0pz

DREAMING WAS AS GOOD AS REALITY

I want you to stay
Never go away from me
Stay forever
But now, now that you're gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be here beside me again
*Why did you have to leave me
When you said that love will conquer all
Why did you have to leave me
When you said that dreaming
Was as good as reality
And now I must move on
Trying to forget all the memories
Of you near me
But I can't let go of your love
That has taught me to hold on
I want you to stay never go away from me
Stay forever
But now, now that you're gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be here beside me again

And now I must move one
Trying to forget all the memories
Of you near me
But I can't let go of your love
That has taught me to hold on

I want you to stay never go away from me
Stay forever
I want to stay but I have to go my way

IM A BUM, NOT A PROUD ONE!

yeah, yeah, I admit
Im a Bum, not a proud one
Im a Bum, but just for now!

WHY WE'RE STILL VIRGINS!

Nowadays, you dont find many women over 18 in the V club, these women are commited chicks-- and their reasons may surprise you..


"For me, giving up my V is is tantamount to relinquishing my control over a relationship.. Though Ive been with my boyfriend for over four years, I still have a had time letting go, because I consider my V my trump card. If i give it to someone, then it means I 'lose'-- and I'm not ready for that just yet." Leigh, 30, travel agent


"Being a V is more of by chance, since Im not with anyone. I really don't believe in saving V fort marriage. For me, keeping one is overrated. I think when you're emotionally ready, and you fell that you are with the right person, then its the right time to give up. A s long as you have no doubts about having sex with that person, and you know what youre getting into, then its okay!" Gabby Lee, 28, intern


"I still hold on to the belief that V is best saved for marriage. I grew up in a conversation home, but that's the only reason why I thing this way. V is something so sacred and valuable for me, and to give it up involves at once-in-a-lifetime experience that I want to share with my future husband!" Analyn Berita, 26, accountant


"I almost gave up my V before. What stopped me from giving it up was the fact that I had waited so long..and I didnt want to put all my efforts anbd self-control to waste. I vowq to give my V for only one man, who will love me the way I love him!"
Goilda Tabid, 26 asst marketing manager


---My turn! hahahaha!! I agree to most of them! I'm a V and NBSB girl! Its kinda weird to be both at 20, but it doesn't mean that I'm frigid.. There are two reasons why I decided to keep my V: one, because I know very well that I'm not ready to take that step and two, bcoz I feel that I haven't fallen that hard to actually give in.. The way I see it, sex is an expression of your love to your partner, so I never felt that I should compromise my standards or my judgement just so I could join the bandwagon or please another person.. It would be ideal to save my V, but at the same time, Im open to the idea that it might happen even before i tie the knot, bcoz I know circumstances can change. Losing my V is something that I don't plan or anticipate bcoz I know that it will happen, its just a matter oif time. I think I'll hold onto this until the right person comes along. Until then, Im not going to nstress out the fact that Im still a Virgin, bcoz its a FACT that I happen to very proud of! :p

WHY WE'RE STILL VIRGINS!

our halloween party! :)

enjoy kami kagabi coz we celebrated ate'ichie, france, and allen's birthday!! it was fun to hell!! :)) ate sally took charge of the venue and all the decoration while the celebrants fed us with their handa's!! hehe!! namiss ko tawanan!! after almost a month, nakompleto ulit kami, almost.. ala c adrian and ate anjz e! c adrian nsa baguio, c ate anjz nmn bumalik na sa saudi! pa'swimming dw xa pgbalik nya nxt month!! :))


here are the pictures:









more to come from lesty!! tagal nun mg'uplod e. :))