REALIZATIONS OF A BUM

I never imagine my life to be these boring, uninteresting and crippled by unsignificant ideas and emotions, that if not controlled, would turn into a world of drama and craziness! :D

After graduation, or even before that, I figured myself moving step by step through my goals... I will pass the NLE... will find a job, will apply abroad after two years... and that was until 2013.. After three years of working there, I will buy Papa a car and Mama a house.. Everything for them.. And that dream was planned in acc0rdance to how I view it and how I wanted it to happen. I never c0nsider the factors that would hinder that dream or me fr0m m0ving. I never asked myself, ''what if?''.. What if I didnt pass? What if didnt make it? Those are the questi0ns that I wasnt able to think of before, not until now, which left me questi0ning myself.. Pure regrets and envy, thats what I have in my heart now. REGRETS that if I just bec0me m0re focused, hardworking, inspired and determined before, I wouldnt be left hanging. ENVY-- of course! S0me of my classmates and friends are NURSES now, while im still a NUR! Lol

And now, its been 8 months! 8 months of just being in the house, 'gala' with friends, 'unlimited talks' received fr0m mama (c0z alm0st everyday, I woke up bey0nd 8am), in sh0rt Im a BUM! That's what I call myself.

Im trying to believe that Its not my time yet! 'una-una lang yan', as they say! Im not even starting yet, so watch out f0r me as I conquer you and the world! :D

Now, I'll think with an open mind, let go of things that arent working out and make space in my life to the things I deserve! :)

#j0pz

DREAMING WAS AS GOOD AS REALITY

I want you to stay
Never go away from me
Stay forever
But now, now that you're gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be here beside me again
*Why did you have to leave me
When you said that love will conquer all
Why did you have to leave me
When you said that dreaming
Was as good as reality
And now I must move on
Trying to forget all the memories
Of you near me
But I can't let go of your love
That has taught me to hold on
I want you to stay never go away from me
Stay forever
But now, now that you're gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be here beside me again

And now I must move one
Trying to forget all the memories
Of you near me
But I can't let go of your love
That has taught me to hold on

I want you to stay never go away from me
Stay forever
I want to stay but I have to go my way

IM A BUM, NOT A PROUD ONE!

yeah, yeah, I admit
Im a Bum, not a proud one
Im a Bum, but just for now!

WHY WE'RE STILL VIRGINS!

Nowadays, you dont find many women over 18 in the V club, these women are commited chicks-- and their reasons may surprise you..


"For me, giving up my V is is tantamount to relinquishing my control over a relationship.. Though Ive been with my boyfriend for over four years, I still have a had time letting go, because I consider my V my trump card. If i give it to someone, then it means I 'lose'-- and I'm not ready for that just yet." Leigh, 30, travel agent


"Being a V is more of by chance, since Im not with anyone. I really don't believe in saving V fort marriage. For me, keeping one is overrated. I think when you're emotionally ready, and you fell that you are with the right person, then its the right time to give up. A s long as you have no doubts about having sex with that person, and you know what youre getting into, then its okay!" Gabby Lee, 28, intern


"I still hold on to the belief that V is best saved for marriage. I grew up in a conversation home, but that's the only reason why I thing this way. V is something so sacred and valuable for me, and to give it up involves at once-in-a-lifetime experience that I want to share with my future husband!" Analyn Berita, 26, accountant


"I almost gave up my V before. What stopped me from giving it up was the fact that I had waited so long..and I didnt want to put all my efforts anbd self-control to waste. I vowq to give my V for only one man, who will love me the way I love him!"
Goilda Tabid, 26 asst marketing manager


---My turn! hahahaha!! I agree to most of them! I'm a V and NBSB girl! Its kinda weird to be both at 20, but it doesn't mean that I'm frigid.. There are two reasons why I decided to keep my V: one, because I know very well that I'm not ready to take that step and two, bcoz I feel that I haven't fallen that hard to actually give in.. The way I see it, sex is an expression of your love to your partner, so I never felt that I should compromise my standards or my judgement just so I could join the bandwagon or please another person.. It would be ideal to save my V, but at the same time, Im open to the idea that it might happen even before i tie the knot, bcoz I know circumstances can change. Losing my V is something that I don't plan or anticipate bcoz I know that it will happen, its just a matter oif time. I think I'll hold onto this until the right person comes along. Until then, Im not going to nstress out the fact that Im still a Virgin, bcoz its a FACT that I happen to very proud of! :p

WHY WE'RE STILL VIRGINS!

our halloween party! :)

enjoy kami kagabi coz we celebrated ate'ichie, france, and allen's birthday!! it was fun to hell!! :)) ate sally took charge of the venue and all the decoration while the celebrants fed us with their handa's!! hehe!! namiss ko tawanan!! after almost a month, nakompleto ulit kami, almost.. ala c adrian and ate anjz e! c adrian nsa baguio, c ate anjz nmn bumalik na sa saudi! pa'swimming dw xa pgbalik nya nxt month!! :))


here are the pictures:









more to come from lesty!! tagal nun mg'uplod e. :))

isang gabi na puno ng KAASARA, KABWCTAN,at REKLAMO.. :(

january 15,2010 10:24

dahil ngaung gabi lng aq mkakatulog ng ganitong oras s loob ng isang linggo, gustong gusto q ng matulog pero dahil sa maraming epal hindi q mgawa..

* ung pinsan q gmgwa pa ng kaepalang "scrapbbok" na project nya, e d bukas ilaw, e isa q sa mga followers ng "iI CANT SLEEP WITH LIGHTS ON" movement..agh!! at inantay q tlg xa matulog..

*naghagilap aq ng pocketbook pampatulog(sna inicp q n lng pla ung prof nmn na bumubuga ng diazepam..nyahaha!!) kahit nbsa q na, e sa kasamaang palad, ung piaka pinagcchan q pang bilhin na pb ang nadampot q, e npakawalang hiya ng kwento nun, "ENEMIES TURNED LOVERS"..DAH!!


*ewan q ba!! di nako nasanya sa lugar nmn, na pag umaabot na sa ganitong oras, nagsisilabasan na mga "TRACK AND FIELD" at "BOXING" supporters, isama mo pa ang bawat spokeperson ng bawat katunggali..sighs!! kilala nga lugar nmn as

"NITANG: THE STREET OF NO RETURN".. :)


*kainis, d q natapos boys over flowers dahil naiingayan c mama, kesyo madaling araw n dw..asar!! e sakto pg akyat q wid matching dabog dabog epek, mei tumilaok na manok.. umaga n nga.. :)


* mei nagpaptunog ng torotot pa, nakulangan ata sa new year.. at least safe dw.. promise, meron nga.. :)

about me :

hi guyz.. im jophen.. 19, 4th year bsn student.. we can be friends coz im so easy to deal with. im a good girl but sometimes i do something outrageous, stupid, idiotic or potentially embarrassing which shows my bad girl side. sometimes i do what i wanted to do regardless of the outcomes certainty. yun nga lng mnsan, aq npphmk sa mga pnggagawa q. im a person anyone can trust, and my patience and kindness are admirable. just like everyone else, i had my share of people being mean to me. it doesn't matter who you are, people will always talk about you or might say bad things about you bcoz they're bored, insecure, or not happy for whatever reason. i know some people are against me because of my attitude, some would tell me that im unpredictable, snob and unfriendly, oh well,i cant really please anyone,i just really want to please myself, my family and God!also, i have this childish attitude. i enjoy annoying my younger cousins, up to the point that they'd cry.. but when they started singing in chorus, my mom would actually scream at me in true Josefa Pagayonan fashion. azar! but i enjoy being a mama's girl..haha

basketball and volleyball are my fave sports.. i also know how to play billiard, softball and badminton..i can dance! i can sing! those are all facts haha.. im a "gossip" girl, esp if its about showbizness.. i do watch teleseryes and reality shows or anything bsta with drama .. my top 3 cravings tlg pg mei naipon aqng pera pra mg'food trip are:McDo's/ Jollibee's large french fries, Greenwhich medium size Hawaiian pizza (kulang p nga e..oh wel un lng kya q blhn e..hehe..) and piattos, nova, name it..match with ice cold RC!!!!!haha

So now, i now i guess u've known me a little..hehe.. i am who i am, so deal wid it!!!!

add nyo q.. nephoj21@yahoo.com

peace!!!

The Top Ten Signs That He’s/She’s Just Not That Into You

Greg – When he says things like, “Nung bang bata ka palang, pangit ka na?”
Forg – If he won’t text unless you send him load.
Smiles-a-lot – You send him a sweet text and he replies: “Pasaload naman diyan, o!”
Gooey Kablooey – If whatever you give her, she gives away to her friends.
Hunter Lizie – If he says non-committal invites like, “Let’s have coffee one of these days”, but never gives an exact date.
Mr. Perk – If while on a date, he only talks about himself and never asks anything about you.
Dr. G – If every time you send a text like: “Kumusta na?”, ang sagot niya: “Mabuti naman PO sir, kumusta naman PO ang ASAWA niyo?”
Tyrone – If he says stuff like: “After my wife and two kids…ikaw na, pare.”
SPY Shadow/Juggernaut – If he only wants to see you every 15th and 3oth of every month.
Loi Pogi – You send him a flirty text like: “Maaga ako makakalabas ng office…” Then he replies: “Good, eh di maaga kang makakauwi.”
Gorgeous Bitch/I.M.D. – If for the nth time you texted him to invite him out, ang reply pa din niya: “Who u?”
Joel – IF he always says: “I love you” before sex, but never after.
Geyp – “If you tell her, “I love you”, and she replies, “Thank you, friend!”
Loi Pogi – If he accepts your friend request on Facebook, only to unfriend you after a few days.
Gorgeous Bitch – If he says, “Grabe, kamukhang-kamukha mo yung crush ko.”
Eylek – If every time you text or YM her sweet messages like, “I miss you” or “I love you”, ang sagot niya lagi ay: “:-)”
Boknoi – If you text her: “Gising ka pa?” at ang sagot niya ay: “zzzzzzz…”
RJ – If you text her: “It’s a great night to go out…” and she answers: “Have fun!”
Beautifulweirdo – If he says, “I’ll call you!” but never asked for your number.
Jam – If you ask her out and she replies: “Sinu-sino TAYO?”
Ash – You text her: “Ikaw ang pinakamahalagang tao sa buhay ko ngayon”. And she replies: “Ganun?”
Hopeless Jec – If she let’s you take her home, but she never replies to any of your texts.
Pancakes – If you ask her: “So…where do you live?” And she answers: “At the corner of ‘fat chance’ and ‘no way’.”
Astroboy -If every time you text him a romantic quote, he sends you a friendship quote in return.
Stanford – If you text her: “How are you today, sexy!” And she replies: “Mabuti naman po, kuya!”

The Top Ten Quotes From Your Family

Cardamom – My mom, to me and my friends at our dinner table: “Barkada kayo ng mga bakla, no?”
Glenda – My son during dinner that we hosted for my boss: “Mom, how’s your diarrhea?”
No name – My mom once said to me: “If your father is poor, that’s destiny. But if your husband is poor, that’s stupidity.”
Jorik – When my mom was teaching me language she said: “F is F, P is P. Get the foint?”
Lynski – My 7-year-old daughter was looking at our wedding pictures when she asked: “Mom, why wasn’t I at your wedding?”
Stonewall – When my sister had her first manliligaw, our lola asked the boy: “May plano ka bang galawin ang pechay ng apo ko?”
Jose – My dad: “Sa susunod na maglalayas ka, sasabihin kung saan ka namin mahahanap!”
Your Highness – My niece: “Si Daddy pag natutulog, laging nakahawak sa dodo ni Mommy!”
Hands-on-mom – A friend will always remind his son going on a date: “Anak remember, putting condoms is easier than changing diapers.”
LilRedShiningNips – My cousin from Cebu was buying calamansi so he asked for lemoncito (what they call calamansi in cebu). The tindera gave him a bottle of lemon C2.
Denzyou – My 10-year-old sister as she lead the rosary: “The second sorrowful mystery is the scourging of the caterpillar…”
Ghildon – My mom while scolding our dog: “Ikaw Martin ha, nagiging hayop ka na!”
Boknoi – My sister yelled at her son playing outside: “Kain na, pinagluto kita ng adobo!” Her son answered: “Mamaya na, nagpapalipad pa ako ng saranggola!” My sister said: “Mamaya na yan, makakain mo yang saranggola mo?” Her son answered: “Eh yang adobo mo, mapapalipad mo ba?”
Harold – During our wedding reception, my wife’s mom said in her speech: “Anak, sana matulad kayo sa amin ng daddy mo. Kahit sa ganitong edad, napahilig pa rin sa sex!”
Grecia – My husband asked our eldest: “Ano gagawin mo kung malaman mong may kapatid ka sa labas?” Our son answered: “Eh di papapasukin ko.”
Daddy Elmo – I once told my kids who were asking permission to swim late at night: “Wag na, gabi na. Bukas ng umaga nalang kayo mag night swimming!”
No name – My 90-year-old lola, after all these years, refers to Madonna as: “Magnolia”.
Tan – My mom wrote this on her card for me: “You may not be pretty, but you’re definitely sweet.”
Maive – A month before his fatal heart attack, my dad told my mom: “Sweetheart, if it’s time for me to go, let me go, okay?”
Kachika – When they were putting my lola’s ashes in the urn, her sister touched the urn and it felt warm to the touch. She started crying: “Mainit pa! Buhay pa siya!!!”
Lia – One day my mom just blurted out of nowhere: “Pag kinasal ka, wag ka na magsuot ng belo, kasi hindi ka na virgin…”
Ergo – One time my mom slipped: “Manang-mana ka sa tunay mong ama!”
Grace – When I introduced a suitor to my lola, she said: “Sino to, yung bobo o yung bad breath?”
Bubbles – After a night out at Rockwell, my mom asked me where I came from. I answered: “Sa Power Plant.” She said: “Aber, at ano naman ang ginawa mo sa Meralco ng ganito kagabi?”
SC- We once had a visitor in our house. (My lola saw our visitor picking her nose) Lola: “Anong kinukuha mo ineng?” Visitor: “Nursing po.” Lola: “Ah, akala ko kulangot.”